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Ayah's 56th birthday

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It was Ayah's birthday yesterday and to commemorate it, we decided to have something nice for lunch. Happy birthday to my hero and I feel sorry for him to have to put up with my shit for most of the time. I admit, I'm not the best daughter out there as there would be days where I would abruptly get mad at him and not knowing how to say sorry after. I honestly do not know if things would be different if Mimi was still alive. I miss her, he misses her, everyone misses her and we just secretly wish that she was still here, with us, braving through this tough and cruel world but a part of me feels like her absence is for the better. I wouldn't want her to go through what we're going through right now. Just looking at Ayah alone makes my heart feel discontent. Anyway, happy birthday Ayah! I promise in the future to come, you wouldn't have to worry about anything, insyaAllah. I'll get my diploma and continue with my degree and change our world upside down. O